time past fast
this world becomes more and more realistic or materialistic
yea
i can't say that i'm not
because all of us should like this
because we are human being
right?
no competition
how to live in this world?

everyone is selfish
this i know
ya..i'm too
erm
how to say?
common fact

last 2 days
my mum was fell down at cinema
got injured but no so serious
but
it made me can't sleep for whole night
think and think and think
too much
whether i'm really that concern bout her?
or what?
i told this case to vj and my dear
at the moment
my mind just told me
i should rush to hospital to see her condition
well
did anyone help me?
the person i wish to appear in front of me
at where?
NONE~!!

ok, fine~!
the next day
i told my dear::
ok
from now on
i'm not going to depend on who else
even is him
i don't wan
i will find a part-time job
to take my car liscence
my own personal matter, my studies
or whatever
there's no need his help
because of him
i won't give up
dear, even when you come here
no need to ask him to do anything for you
i will do for you
now
both of us should have a liscence as fast as possible now
everything i will learn to independent
i promise
i can live without him

i can take it that has never happen in my whole life
i will forget bout it
because
its changed
180 degree different
totally different

stupid and silly me
i'm who for who?
is only for myself and my dear
i still wish who else suppose to care for me?
don't be greedy ok?
wake up ELAINE~!!
both of you are not biologically related

Just be friends :)

Jasmond Stifler Kimiro Yvonne Wee Jien
Xiao V